My physical reactions to The Act of Seeing With One’s Own Eyes were
visceral and easy to identify, but it took me a long time to identify and
understand my emotional reactions. Like my classmates’, they were mixed. I want
to start by responding to John's blog post, in which he briefly mentioned Brakhage’s
suggestion that the Pittsburgh Trilogy was intended as a means of redeeming
undervalued but important professions such as autopsists. It’s true that as a
society we don’t really think too much about the stuff that happens behind the
scenes when people die; doctors are revered, but coroners, morgue technicians,
undertakers, embalmers… these invisible professions belong to the part of our
society where we see certain work as necessary but prefer not to think about
how it gets done (we have a similar attitude to sewage workers or trash
collectors). Watching The Act of Seeing
With One’s Own Eyes, I found myself constantly wondering about the people
who were performing the autopsies, wanting to know who they were, how they
lived, how they came to the profession, and, most importantly, how they felt
about the whole thing.
But Brakhage never gives us any of this information, which I think is rather the
point. I felt as though the film was more of a broad reflection on mortality
than a documentary about a specific time and place. Bringing back Sontag, I’m
not sure how I feel about this. The Act
of Seeing has no captions, no voiceover, and no soundtrack. It offers no
insight into the people conducting the autopsy. Instead, the film reads like a representation
of the audience’s subjectivity: the objects are the corpses, and the subjects
are not the medical examiners but the viewers, who express their subjectivity
through their reactions. The lack of overt emotional guidance allows for a
wider range of reactions, recalling Sontag’s point that “No ‘we’ should be taken for granted when the subject
is looking at other people’s pain” (7).
I really resonate with this last paragraph when considering my own thoughts about the film. I would like to think that I'm generally pretty cultured and open to new ideas and ways of seeing things, but Brakhage's "The Act of Seeing With One's Own Eyes" made me feel disgusted and partly resentful towards him. I agree with Margarita in that Brakhage does indeed objectify the bodies by removing the images from their context. The female body in particularly really negatively resonated with me - at this point in the movie, I noticed one of the medical examiners laugh and I could not help but immediately blame him for making light of the female body/possibly suggesting that the situation amused him. Initially, I considered whether he was just thrilled to see a naked female body in any context. I understand this is unfair for me to jump to conclusions, but the situation was so eerily objectifying that I could not forego any conclusions. Additionally, in the simplest of terms, I am just not really sure that I understand the point of making this movie. I feel like Brakhage is objectifying each body present on the screen and really just making light of each of their deaths and the literal tragedies that were unmistakably a part of their deaths to require autopsies. As well, although I have no other criteria for which to base this assumption on, I felt that the medical examiners were being rather careless and/or indifferent towards their care of the bodies. At the beginning, one man handling the bodies did not even bother to wear gloves, which is disheartening for a multitude of reasons. I do not think this can be attributed to the location (Pittsburgh) as was inferred in class, but I also am extremely biased, because this is my hometown. I think that there have probably been new standards regarding sanitation and such since the seventies, hence why the entire class was thrown off by the indelicacies featured. Additionally, I found myself feeling very far removed from the entire situation when we were watching the film, even though cliche aside, death is inevitable and that could very easily be me being pried apart. I guess on a personal level, I consider death to be such a fragile thing that I had a really difficult time connecting the grotesque images onscreen to real life.The abrupt start and finish of the film also left me feeling uneasy. Brakhage in no way tried to ease into the piece, or prepare the viewers for what I interpret as a glorification of mutilation. I additionally side with Margarita in that I genuinely wanted to know more about each of the workers' lives. In a sense, their presences were almost just as significant as the intense presences of the dead bodies. I found it curious that all of the workers were white and male. I would be really intrigued to see a statistical analysis of the gendered makeup of the profession in general - I cannot help but assume there is a large proportional discrepancy and I think this is extremely significant.
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